• 1. Did you wake up cranky? yes
• 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? yes
• 3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? i dont care. just chill people.
• 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? yes.
• 5. Can you commit to one person? yes
• 6. How do you look right now? shit
• 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? medium length black jacket, grey top, leopard print leggings
• 8. How often do you listen to music? 24/7
• 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? sweats.. but never out
• 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014? hopefully
• 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? anti
• 12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? ‘oh, that’s cool dude’ 
• 13. Are you good at hiding your feelings? yes
• 14. Can you drive a stick shift? no
• 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? yes cos usually they dont know what the fuck theyre talking about
• 16. Are you going out of town soon? no
• 17. When was the last time you cried? yesterday 
• 18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? yes
• 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? no
• 20. Name something you have to do tomorrow? nothing
• 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. everything
• 22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? wot iz gender
• 23. Are you nice to everyone? no
• 24. What are you sitting on right now? bed
• 25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? yes
• 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? yes
• 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? geillis
• 28. Do you get a lot of colds? yes
• 29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? no
• 30. Does anyone hate you? probably
• 31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? no
• 32. Do you like watching scary movies? no
• 33. Are you a jealous person? idk
• 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2009 or 2012
• 35. Did you have a dream last night? yes
• 36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? no
• 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? no
• 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? no
• 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? no
• 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? kind of
• 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? yes
• 42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? no
• 43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? nothing cos they dont exist
• 44. What’s the best part about school? nothing thsts why i left
• 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? yes
• 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? …
• 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? yes
• 48. Were you single over the last summer? no
• 49. What are you supposed to be doing right now? idk
• 50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? shes my mum

• Have you ever:
• 1. Skipped class? yes
• 2. Done drugs? yes
• 3. Self harmed? yes
• 4. Drank? yes
• 5. Shoplifted? yes
• 6. Gotten a tattoo? not yet
• 7. Broken up with someone? yes
• What’s your favorite:
• 8. Show? rupauls drag race / american horror story
• 9. Movie? speak / peter pan / cry baby / party monster
• 10. Song? starring role - marina and the diamonds 
• 11. Tumblr? idk
• 12. Singer/Band? marina / lana / boy george / marilyn manson / jack off jill
• 13. Memory? idk
• 14. Book? the little prisoner
• This or that:
• 15. Invisibility or Ability to fly? usually i would say the ability to fly, but now im thinking invisibility. 
• 16. Cookies or Cake? neither
• 17. Twitter or Facebook? facebook
• 18. Movies or Books? books that then get turned into movies
• 19. Coke or Sprite? tea
• 20. Blind or Deaf? no
• 21. Tea or Coffee? tea
• What’s your:
• 22. Age? 16
• 23. Sign? leo
• 24. Height? 5’8
• 25. Sexual orientation? nothing
• 26. Shoe size? 9 i think
• 27. Religion? nothing
• 28. Longest relationship? 7 months 
• Opinion on:
• 29. Gay rights? obviously they are needed
• 30. Second chances? idk it depends
• 31. Long distance relationships? they can work but they can also not 
• 32. Abortion? go for it
• 33. The death penalty? stupid
• 34. Marijuana ? whatever just dont talk about it all the time cos it’s fucking annoying
• 35. Love? stupid
• Do you:
• 36. Believe in ghost? yes
• 37. Shower facing the shower head or turned away from it? turned away from it so i can make sure no one is in the bathroom 
• 38. Sleep with the door opened or closed? closed 
• 39. Love someone? no they can fuck off
• 40. Still watch cartoons? yes
• 41. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no they can fuck offr3hiekdc
• 42. Like yourself? NO FUCK OFF

• 1. Who was the last person you held hands with? Scoot
• 2. Are you outgoing or shy? i change between both
• 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? Scoot
• 4. Are you easy to get alone with? No
• 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? Yes
• 6. What kind of people are you attracted to? Tall, thin, awkward boys with long hair, and girls around the same height as me with blonde hair and tan skin.. x.x
• 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? Yes
• 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? WOT IZ GENDAH
• 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? depends who it’s with
• 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Scoot
• 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? “so when you come over, bring something to swim in.. or not swim in because you can’t swim hahaha <3”
• 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? 
• Kiss You - One Direction
• 32 Flavours - Ani DiFranco
• Artillery - Infected Mushroom
• Beat On The Brat - Ramones
• Walk Like A Zombie - Horrorpops
• 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? depends 
• 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? i guess
• 15. What good thing happened this summer? LOTS <3
• 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? YES
• 17. Do you think there is life on other planets? yes
• 18. Do you still talk to your first crush? i cant even remember who that is
• 19. Do you like bubble baths? yes
• 20. Do you like your neighbors? i dont know them 
• 21. What are you bad habits? oh i have many
• 22. Where would you like to travel? america, europe, idk like everywhere
• 23. Do you have trust issues? yes
• 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? never waking up ever
• 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? hips
• 26. What do you do when you wake up? have breakfast and have my meds 
• 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? lighter
• 28. Who are you most comfortable around? scoot and goona 
• 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? NO LOL 
• 30. Do you ever want to get married? maybe
• 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? yes
• 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Johnny Depp, Robert Pattinson, Jodie Marsh
• 33. Spell your name with your chin. dx kl h
• 34. Do you play sports? What sports? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA
• 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? tv
• 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? yes
• 37. What do you say during awkward silences? ‘awkwarrrrd’
• 38. Describe your dream girl/guy? Scoot
• 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Cybershop
• 40. What do you want to do after high school? I am after highschool, I’m still deciding. 
• 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Idk
• 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? Either I’m sad or tired or I just don’t feel like chatting. 
• 43. Do you smile at strangers? yes, all the time.
• 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? ocean
• 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? nothing
• 46. What are you paranoid about? everything
• 47. Have you ever been high? HAHAHAHA
• 48. Have you ever been drunk? HAHAHAHAHAHA
• 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? nope
• 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? black
• 51. Ever wished you were someone else? yes
• 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? 
• 53. Favourite makeup brand? mac/elf/lime crime/sugar pill
• 54. Favourite store? cybershop
• 55. Favourite blog? my own xoxo
• 56. Favourite colour? black/purple
• 57. Favourite food? idk um idk poppyseed crackers
• 58. Last thing you ate? idk
• 59. First thing you ate this morning? cereal
• 60. Ever won a competition? For what? yes, modelling. 
• 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? nup, came very close though.
• 62. Been arrested? For what? no
• 63. Ever been in love? yes
• 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? IT WAS FUCKING TERRIBLE THE END
• 65. Are you hungry right now? no
• 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? my tumblr friends are my real friends
• 67. Facebook or Twitter? facebook tbh
• 68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr
• 69. Are you watching tv right now? yes
• 70. Names of your bestfriends? Goona
• 71. Craving something? What? icecream
• 72. What colour are your towels? many different colours
• 72. How many pillows do you sleep with? idk it changes
• 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes
• 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? a lot but i used to have more
• 75. Favourite animal? lion
• 76. What colour is your underwear? currently red and white with flowers
• 77. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate 
• 78. Favourite ice cream flavour? mint chocolate 
• 79. What colour shirt are you wearing? white
• 80. What colour pants? none
• 81. Favourite tv show? glee / american horror story / black books
• 82. Favourite movie? peter pan
• 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? mean girls
• 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? mean girls 
• 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? kylie
• 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? That freaking turtle
• 87. First person you talked to today? Scoot
• 88. Last person you talked to today? Scoot
• 89. Name a person you hate? no h8
• 90. Name a person you love? Scoot
• 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? nope
• 92. In a fight with someone? nope
• 93. How many sweatpants do you have? idk a few
• 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? a few
• 95. Last movie you watched? Flight Plan
• 96. Favourite actress? Jodie Foster / Winona Ryder / Kristen Stewart
• 97. Favourite actor? Johnny Depp
• 98. Do you tan a lot? no
• 99. Have any pets? yes
• 100. How are you feeling? okay 
• 101. Do you type fast? yes
• 102. Do you regret anything from your past? yes
• 103. Can you spell well? yes
• 104. Do you miss anyone from your past? yes
• 105. Ever been to a bonfire party? i live in  australia, of course i have.
• 106. Ever broken someone’s heart? yes
• 107. Have you ever been on a horse? yes
• 108. What should you be doing? nothing
• 109. Is something irritating you right now? no
• 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yes
• 111. Do you have trust issues? yes
• 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?  mum
• 113. What was your childhood nickname? ebles
• 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yes
• 115. Do you play the Wii? i used to
• 116. Are you listening to music right now? no
• 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? yes
• 118. Do you like Chinese food? yes
• 119. Favourite book? peter pan / the little prisoner 
• 120. Are you afraid of the dark? yes
• 121. Are you mean? no
• 122. Is cheating ever okay? HIEJDLKS
• 123. Can you keep white shoes clean? i dont have white shoes
• 124. Do you believe in love at first sight? idk
• 125. Do you believe in true love? yes
• 126. Are you currently bored? yes
• 127. What makes you happy? scoot and boy george
• 128. Would you change your name? maybe
• 129. What your zodiac sign? leo
• 130. Do you like subway? yeah but not the smell
• 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? WOT IZ GENDAH
• 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? scoot
• 133. Favourite lyrics right now? kiss you by one direction hahaha
• 134. Can you count to one million? yes
• 135. Dumbest lie you ever told? idk
• 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed
• 137. How tall are you? 6’8
• 138. Curly or Straight hair? curly
• 139. Brunette or Blonde? brunette on guys, blonde on girls.
• 140. Summer or Winter? winter
• 141. Night or Day? night
• 142. Favourite month? july
• 143. Are you a vegetarian? yes
• 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? white or milk
• 145. Tea or Coffee? tea
• 146. Was today a good day? yeah it was alright
• 147. Mars or Snickers? both
• 148. What’s your favourite quote? idk
• 149. Do you believe in ghosts? yes
• 150. Get the closet book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? no

1. What is your favourite book right now? the little prisoner by jane elliot 
2. Where in the world would you travel to right now? L.A
3. What is your favourite quote? “I think it’s naive to pray for world peace if we’re not going to change the form in which we live.”
   - Godfrey Reggio
4. What is your favourite possession and why? Doll George (Boy George doll)
5. Where do you want to be in 10 years? idk i mean i know but idk
6. What type of music do you listen to? a bit of everything
7. Do you think you’re persuaded easily? No.
8. Do you ever wish your life were different? Yes.
9. Do you relate to other people your age? Rarely.
10. Do you believe in God? Explain. No. My mind simply cannot comprehend that there could be a higher power. I believe that we are the higher power and have the ability to make our own existence worthwhile. 

—-*/-x

1. What do you think the meaning of life is in one word? shit
2. Favourite film released this year? breaking dawn part 2 maybe
3. Where are you from? australia 
4. Do you enjoy the company of others? no
5. Are you in a relationship? no
6. Favourite hot beverage? hot chocolate 
7. What was the last TV show you watched? the osbournes 
8. Is love real, or just a combination of chemicals? idk
9. Most listened to song? idk i have a few
10. Do you believe in God? Explain. idk

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? yes
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused? idk
3: What if I told you that you were pretty? id say thanks
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? yes
5: Are you interested in anyone right now? have been for a while
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week? my friend coming over
7: Do you want to be single? i dont want to be alone
8: Did you go out or stay in last night? stay in
9: How late did you stay up last night? about 6am
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot? yes
11: Last three things you had to drink? orange juice, cola, cordial
12: Have you pretended to like someone? yes
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? yes
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? yes
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? if i really like them
16: Think back five months ago, were you single? yes
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? sleeping
18: Hold hands with anyone this week? no
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? i suppose i could but i wouldnt be happy about it
20: What would you name your future daughter? elkan… idk…
21: Do you miss anyone? yes
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? no
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? i cant even remember lol
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? yes
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad? yes
26: Who did you last see in person? allira and lauren
27: Are you listening to music right now? yes
28: What is something you currently want right now? idk to be happy
29: What is the last thing you said out loud? fuck
30: How is your heart lately? idk im not a doctor
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? sometimes
32: Are you wearing socks? no
33: What do people call you? eb, ebby. ebles, ebilz… ect
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? probably
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? yes
36: Who did you last share a bed with? doll george
37: Did you do something bad today? no
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? idk
39: Do you get stressed out easily? yes
40: Will you sing today? no
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? yes
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone? i used to go to alaska
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance? no
44: What are you listening to right now? as you’re falling down - escape the fate
45: What is wrong with you right now? everything
46: What is on your wrists right now? lol
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? markets
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider? chocolate 
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11? sometimes
50: Are you a good artist? idk
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? no fuck off
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? add a few more months onto thatt then i will say yes
53: Ever been on a golf cart? no
54: Do you have trust issues? yea
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who? alaska
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic? no
57: Do you use chap stick? yes
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face? yes
59: Do you have a little sister? yes
60: Have you ever been to New York? no
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? no
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week? yes because i was attacked by them to hug
63: What were you doing at midnight last night? watching speak
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? yes
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? no
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person? idk
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? no
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? alone
69: Will next Friday be a good one? no

• Favourite:
• 1. Band: horrorpops + more
• 2. Singer: boy george/lana +more
• 3. Movie: party monster/slc punk/crybaby/worried about the boy
• 4. Song: the nobodies - marilyn manson
• 5. Series: skins
• 6. Tumblr: quite a few
• 7. Person: alaska
• 8. Place to travel: melbourne, want to go to l.a.
• 9. TV-character: santana lopez
• 10. Model: douglas booth/ 
• 11. Website: tumblr
• Have you ever:
• 10. Had sex: no
• 11. Self harmed: yes
• 12. Kissed a stranger: yes
• 13. Been drunk: yes
• 14. Smoked: yes
• 15. Had a crush on a teacher:yes
• 16. Had a crush on someone twice your age: yes
• 17. Kissed someone of the same sex: yes
• 18. Kissed a celebrity: no
• 19. Wished you were on Top Model: yes
• This or that:
• 20. Party night or movie night: depends 
• 21. Tumblr or facebook: tumblr
• 22. Sports or fashion: fashion 
• 23. Black or white: black
• 24. Red or blue: red
• 25. Milk or water: water
• Right now, are you:
• 26. Happy with your life: no
• 27. Unhappy with your life: yes
• 28. Sad: yes
• 29. Angry at someone: no
• 30. Bored: yes
• 31. Tired: no
• 32. Happy with your body: no
• 33. Happy with your face: no
• Random:
• 34. Hottest guy in the world?johnny depp
• 35. Hottest girl in the world? keri sable let’s be honest 
• 36. Favorite thing to drink? water with a little bit of cordial or vodka with rasberry soft drink 
• 37. Your life 10 years from now: nothing
• 38. When did you lose your virginity?: never 
• 39. When did you drink for the first time?: when i was quite young actually
• 40. When did you smoke for the first time?: around 14 i think
• 41. Do you believe in God?: idk
• 42. What country do you wanna visit?: quite a lot…

1. How old were you when you started self harming?

[x] younger than 4.
[] 4-5.
[] 6-7.
[] 8-9.
[] 10-11.
[x] 12-13.
[] 14-15.
[] 16-17.
[] 18-19.
[] 20-21.
[] older than 21.

2. How often do you self harm?
[] more than once a day.
[] once a day.
[] several times a week.
[] once a week. 
[] two or more times a month.
[] once a month.
[] several times in a year. 
[] once a year.
[] i have stopped.
[x] i’m trying to stop.

3. What method of self harm do/did you primarily use?
[x] cutting.
[] burning.
[] hair pulling. 
[x] scratching.
[x] interference with the healing of wounds.
[x] hitting or bruising.
[] bone breaking.
[x] cutting and scratching.
[] cutting and burning.
[x] hitting head against walls.
[x] binging.
[] purging.
[x] starving.
[] biting.

4. If you self harm, what sexual orientation are you?
[] straight male.
[] straight female.
[] bisexual male.
[] bisexual female.
[] a-sexual female.
[] a-sexual male.
[] homosexual female.
[] homosexual male.
[] transgender male.
[] transgender female.
[] questioning male.
[] questioning female.
[] pan-sexual male.
[] pan-sexual female.
[] demisexual male.
[] demisexual female.
[x] prefer not to answer.

5. Which of these, if any, are something you struggle with along with self harm?
[] anorexia.
[] bulimia.
[] anorexia and bulimia.
[] ENDOS.
[] suicidal.
[x] various psychiatric disorders. (i.e bi-polar, borderline personality, OCD, panic, anxiety, PTSD, dissociative, impulse control, etc.)
[] learning disabilities.
[] none of the above.

6. Do you think that you (as an individual) need professional help to stop self harming?
[] yes, the only way i could stop is with professional help.
[] no, i have stopped on my own.
[x] no, i have stopped on my own though i struggle often and sometimes mess up.
[] i have no desire to stop therefore i don’t need professional help.
[] yes, i have stopped with professional help.
[] i don’t think i could ever stop with professional help.
[] prefer not to answer.

7. Are you trying to stop self harming?
[] no, and i don’t want to stop.
[] no, but i would like to be able to stop.
[] yes, but i am not doing very well.
[x] i have stopped but i still mess up every once in awhile.
[] i am completely self harm free.

8. Does anyone know about your self harm?
[] no one knows.
[x] some people may have a vague idea of it.
[] yes, but only my closest friends.
[] yes, but only some of my family members.
[] yes, but only my closest friends and some family members.
[] yes, almost all, of my friends know.
[] yes, almost all, of my family know.
[] yes, almost everyone in my life know.
[] just a couple of people i trust.

9. How many years have you been self harming?
[] 1 or less years.
[] 2 years.
[] 3 years.
[] 4 years.
[x] 5 years. (5 years when it started getting serious)
[] 6 years.
[] 7 years.
[] 8 years.
[] 9 years.
[x] 10 or more years. (small harm when i was very young)

10. If you self harm, were you abused or neglected (either a a child or later on in life)?
[] no.
[] yes, i was emotionally abused.
[] yes, i was physically abused.
[] yes, i was sexually abused.
[] yes, i was emotionally and physcally abused.
[] yes, i was physically and sexually abused.
[] yes, i was emotionally amd sexually abused.
[x] yes, i was physically, emotionally, and sexually abused.
[] yes, i was neglected.
[] yes, i was neglected as well as being abused.
[] can’t answer that.

11. Would you label yourself as “emo”?
[] yes.
[x] no.
[] i guess..?

12. Do others label you as emo?
[x] yes.(back in high school)
[] no.
[] some people. 
[] i don’t know.

13. What would you or others label you as? (choose all that apply)
[] prep.
[] goth.
[] emo.
[] punk.
[] nerd.
[] hipster.
[] poser.
[] skater.
[] druggie.
[] normal. 
[] weirdo.
[x] i don’t know.

14. What is your reaction when you see other peoples self harm cuts/scars/marks? (choose all that apply)
[] i want to get to know them
[x] i wonder what they went through to feel that was a way out.
[] i want to get away from them so no one finds out about my own self harm.
[x] i will acknowledge them as someone who has something in common with me.
[] i would never even acknowledge them.
[x] what happened for them to start cutting.
[] fear.
[x] interest.
[] sadness.
[] happiness.
[] no reaction.
[] don’t really care.
[] surprise.
[x] relief.
[] jealousy.

Age?

16

Sex?

none

Label yourself (prep, goth, druggie, weirdo, etc)

um

How long have you been cutting?

5 years

Favorite tool?

razor blade

Where (place) do you cut (school, home, etc.)?

usually bedroom but sometimes shower

Do you have to wear long-sleeves & long-pants all the time?

not usually anymore, but i did for quite a while. i probably should wear them because of my scars but most of the time i dont notice.

Do you cut on your stomach, or chest?

no

Are your legs, arms, & other body parts covered in scars?

My arms and legs are.

What’s your favorite excuse to use when someone asks about a cut?

battle wounds

Have you ever been hospitalized because of your cutting?

No

when was the last time you cut?

about a month ago i think and i almost did last night but didnt

Off the top of your head, about how many scars do you have?

i really cant count them

Do you have (diagnosed) depression, and/or bipolar/bpd?

yes

Who knows you cut?

My best friend.

Have you ever been caught cutting?

No. 

Have your parents ever confronted you about a bloody sleeve, or towel?

No.

Did you have a good childhood?

I guess.

Why do you cut?

I got sad and I started hating myself so I wanted to hurt myself. It made me feel better so I did it more and more but I just kept getting sadder instead of happier, and eventually it got out of control and now I don’t ever see myself stopping, even if I do for a little while, I will always come back to it.

Have you ever talked to a therapist or counselor?

Yes, I was made to talk to 2 councilors, a mental health nurse, and 2 other people in that line of work but I don’t know their official job names. 

Do you want to stop cutting (but can’t because of addiction)?

Kinda but not really.

Do you like cutting?

idk

How many times have you tried to commit suicide?

Twice, but they were dodge as fuck.

What are your views on cutting, and other self-injury?

idk

Do you like watching movies with self-injury?

yes

Do you like looking at pictures of self-injury?

yes

Do you sometimes envy other people (non-self-injurers)

yes

Have you ever taken any pictures of your cuts/scars?

yes but never have posted them anywhere

Do you want to die?

i dont want to die but i dont want to be here

Have you ever done a school assignment on cutting, or self-injury?

No.

What do you like to listen to while cutting/depression/etc.?

songs

Have you ever needed stitches from cutting?

No.

Do you dream about cutting?

not while asleep

What do you use to bandage your cuts?

i used to use bandages, now i just cover them with a wet flannel over night

I always seem to be and it sucks